its been a real long time.....

i am going to get back into this but i am hoping that no one notices for awhile.... i am having an incredibly difficult time in my marriage. i love my husband until the end of my time here but somedays i question if our love is enough. i look at those faces that stare up at me each day and i tell myself that i have to make this all work out in the long run but the day in day out rightn ow is killing me..... i am hoping in the next few weeks we balance out our emotions and are able to work out some of the issues that continue to plague our relationship. we are quite commited to one another despite our independence from one another. we just are not clicking lately. i am desperate for peace.....